Apocryphal: Everything is not true

 When I managed to get space from hectic schedule of life and put myself infront of him, I realised how badly he was desperate to talk to me. There was no end point of his chain of conversations. Strange thing was that all his conversation was filled of my things, topics over which I wanted a discussion, circumstances I was dealing with and the results which I was following. He'd all those answers I was seeking and for what I was suffering blindly. He was seeming like full stop of my all worries.

I was surrounded by people with whom I can discuss and disclose myself fully and sometimes upto certain limitations, but there was no one for him, all he was seeking me everywhere everytime. While making and proving relations with new people, I forgot the relation which we had.

He always try to ping me, wants to convey something and elaborate the things for me but while trying to impress others, I always ignored him. As a part of revenge he always wrap up my satisfaction factor and then I keep searching it in the fragments of my life. At his disappointed expression, he give himself an attitude adjustment and again try to communicate with me. I didn’t heard his sobbing in the noise of the life and I kept ignoring.

I have a good bunch of people who support and protect me at every step of balanced and unbalanced life. If I feel broken or tired they stand with me and again I start moving and forget the things. I don't analyse the cause and roots of why I was broken. People around me use to figure out the problems from their perceptions and capability, but the best can only be analysed by the one with whom it happened.

Today I called him over a cup of tea. He is here, staring at me. I have closed the door to isolate us from the rest of the world. He looks exactly like me, we are alike. While talking to him I realised that he already knows each and every situation of my life even the untold stories and it wouldn’t be wrong if I say that he knows me better than me. I was to come up with, oh my gem where you were been from days but I was laughing from inside and this time I was laughing at myself.

My attitude towards loneliness was changing, I could see positivity in it. I felt like staying away from the world is not a sign of misfortune. Sometimes all it needs is a small conversation with yourself.